ナナ

2010-07-28T07:11:00.000+08:00

I've moved.

RELINK : http://www.maliciou-s.blogspot.com

Fight for honor, fight for your life.

2010-07-15T19:06:00.001+08:00

Staying back at school to do D&T.

Whoopie.

Relink please.

2010-07-14T19:12:00.000+08:00

Moved to http://www.maliciou-s.blogspot.com

Happy relinking!

Malicious

2010-07-13T20:12:00.002+08:00

Making my blog black and red :O!

Too basic?

Maybe.

LOL.

; A wintry sky and the street lights, cold wind.

Kiss & ride.

2010-07-12T15:35:00.002+08:00

I want to change to a new blog link.

Well, that's all then.

; The memories, have fade away.

I'll be one tough act to follow.

2010-07-11T22:05:00.002+08:00

Another weekend passed by. Oh boy, time sure does fly past fast.

I'm wondering, if things didn't end up that way, it'll be longer right?

I know everything was not as before.

I know things like these cannot ever rewind.

I know problems cannot be solved.

I know the fact that what are laws and police for if a sorry could cure everything.

I know, how hard it is for you already.

; If you come into my heart.

The final moments, I shall cherish.

The final memories, I shall not regret.

The last farewell.

Goodbye, my bittersweet melody.

The world gets unprepared.

2010-07-11T00:56:00.001+08:00

Wonder why I didn't post for 2 or 3 days?

I wonder why too.

Been very lazy to blog about already.

Since, hardly anybody comes to visit and read and actually leave a comment on my cbox.

So whattheheck.

My eyes are red now and I can't seem to bother too much because my legs muscles are cramping.

Whoopdiedoo.

Imma go play some blackshot.

Ciao.

Make up, shake up, break up.

2010-07-08T19:11:00.002+08:00

Spent the entire day at school.

Had oral today.

I screwed up.

Totally.

I was so nervous because I'm like the first up to be tested on.

I choked on my words in reading aloud.

I blabbered random words for picture conversation and the conversation.

Hallelujah.

I'm going to fail.

After oral, I spent the entire afternoon at D&T block trying to catch up and finish my project.

All the way until 5.30, I went home.

I'm beat. Too tired.

; Noona, you're so beautiful.

You're the only one I'm dreaming of, you see?

2010-07-07T16:26:00.002+08:00

Sometimes I can't seem to realize how people act.

The way they think, the way they talk.

They never cease to amuse me.

Maybe I shall research more.

Tomorrow's 'N' Level English Oral!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Ftw.

Determine the perspective of your life.

2010-07-06T18:29:00.003+08:00

For example, you are in a cruise.

You've experienced a shipwreck.

You have 3 choices to save your own life.

Label them as:
1.

1. <-- Being the most important thing you have to protect.

The 3 choices are: Heart, mind and body.

There are no right or wrong answers.

It only determines your perspective of your life.

The mind's so beautiful, you've never spoken about it.

2010-07-05T13:58:00.003+08:00

When heaven speaks, thy shall listen to the words of honor.

When abolished, fate gives thy hope to carry on.

Thus, tears from heaven fall.

; Aozora no namida.

Plead for tomorrow.

2010-07-04T21:27:00.002+08:00

My arms are hurting ):

I'm so soli. So soli!

I didn't make it.

LOL!

Okay. Yanglin's friend's friend. Helped me to buy the neko-mimi ears.

Apparently it only come in black ): .

But whatever, so long as I have that hairband and Imma buy me a kitty glove :3!

; Prolonged life - Would you love to live that long? I wouldn't.

Evans.

2010-07-04T01:18:00.002+08:00

Didn't go to Bugis today.

Stayed at AMK. All the way.

From the arcade to (I dunno how to spell this) Popopye's to Virtualand and lan gaming.

Played Jubeat and Left4dead 2.

Very fun.

I really want the neko-mimi though ):

; To forgive, it's easy. To forget, it's the hardest thing you've ever done.

Snow fairy.

2010-07-03T12:26:00.002+08:00

Fairy, where are you going?

I'm gonna buy neko-mimi ears today :x.

Uber excited.

; The sorrows on your face. It cuts me deep.

Boom, boom, shake, shake. Now drop. Everybody say!

2010-07-02T17:28:00.002+08:00

We all live in opposite worlds.

Its either you choose to take the chosen path, or let destiny await for your future.

You decide.

You choose, or you let destiny choose.

; Critics do not mean to be mean. They are just doing their job.

Faces fade, memories stay.

2010-07-01T19:13:00.003+08:00

It's been long. From the very day I've known you, I've never stopped thinking about how you're doing up till now.

The sweetest yet most addicting sugar.

A very gentle and warm tone.

The slightest touch that melts you away.

And a very big, lovable heart.

How're you doing, Laurance?

It's going to be a few weeks more since the day I've known you.

I may have lost contact with you.

May have never been able to talk to you anymore.

But I hope, if you're reading this.

At least say hi to me.

Then I'll know that you're alright.

; The cloud that drifts away, far, far away.

Panda's dollie. It used to be so sweet and sincere.

Vacation

2010-06-29T23:45:00.003+08:00

; Can't you just go somewhere on vacation?

I could book your flight and pack your bags if you want.

A one way ticket out of my life, watching you fly away.

I never liked you.

Simple plan, ftw!

I'm like looking for nice songs, care to intro a few?

If I keep listening onto the same songs over and over, I'm so gonna puke.

To Yanglin:

Cheer up already.

Don't keep letting the past drag you down.

Sure you do love him, I know you do. A lot.

Been months that you've been waiting for him.

To you, he's important. But it ain't worth it.

The way he treats you, talks to you.

As if he's trying to push you away.

And to that girl?

She haven't even reached puberty. So relax. She's still young.

I'm not really that good in coaxing, nor helping.

So I hope that I can do something that will make you happy, eventually. If I think of something though.

Trust me, you'll feel better once you get him out of your mind.

Cheer up, you fucking biatch. LOL.

It's my flow.

2010-06-29T12:47:00.003+08:00

Don't get me wrong. I didn't skip school.

I had a massive cramp during P.E and here I am at home.

Tried to sleep but my mom slapped my face to put some lotion to my face. HEHEHE. LOL.

Apparently my muscles are aching, I can't walk much.

I've been thinking a lot lately, and I really meant by A LOT.

Been through all the times I've had, and I gave people one too many chances.

Faced with a fear of losing people, so I tried to forgive and forget.

Placing with a sense of facade, I cannot compare.

Twas, I did. Feel the misery to be sacred to hold within.

I have, no intention. To fight for my own happiness but others.

Tonight will be the final night, of my daily nightmare rides.

; Sometimes I want to hold you, but I know you won't be there.

Isotope.

2010-06-28T17:22:00.001+08:00

Forgetting to post on my blog recently.

I'm really really really tired.

; You have your soul, I have mine. Don't combine. It ain't fine.

Lay off those fingers on my wallet!

2010-06-25T19:00:00.006+08:00

Picture discussion!

Well, actually not really.

These are really really really overdued.

I just remembered that I have pictures I wanted to post.

But these are all freaking random ones.

The almost-full-green-dot-line-colored-mrt-lighting.

I actually counted how many jackets I have. Surprisingly I have 14. LOL.

Last Saturday went with Jiawen to AMK to play Jubeat before heading out to Bugis.

Saw Garfield and gang at basement.

Figured they were real cute, especially the boy in the middle.

So I took a pic and ran to Jiawen cause she's leaving me in the middle of taking a photo ): .

Then ate Yong Tao Foo at Bugis.

I wanna eat that again LOL.

Then it's the 2nd time I tried to eat Magnum icecream.

The first was Magnum gold.

So I tried almond.

And it was (Y).

My dad bought lobsters and crabs for dinner.

Mom asked me to take pics of it.

When my dad pulled out the lobster meat out from their heads, I almost cried.

The worst thing is, they're still alive.

I was like OHMYGOD.

Then I ate a lot of crabs.

Until I puked though.

Had lunch together with my mom.

Suddenly decided to play with food since we can't finish.

So these were the end results.

Mine:

Mom's:

On that same day, dad brought me and mom to Terminal 3 for dinner.

Before dinner, we bought things.

I bought 3 different types of hats.

Ultimately my hat collection is done. LOL.

Look at the amount below:

It's a freaking $211.

I got bored while eating.

So I took this.

HOHOHO.

My dad connected my cpu to my 32 inch LCD screen on my room.

And a couple of old speakers.

Damn, my TV rack became a result like this.

Its like a mini home-theater-computer-booth-with-a-couch/bed!

My TV rack is like 2meters wide. LOL.

THE SCREEN IS SO BIG I CAN EVEN LOOK WITHOUT SPECS.

Joking actually.

I'm blind without any specs or etc.

Very short sighted.

Pity me please ):

; Fallen angels in disguise.

Live your life.

2010-06-24T13:31:00.003+08:00

Click on my nuffnang please ):!!!!!!

; As nights go by, I waste in sighs.

Precisions for getting into the mood for school: NONE.

Left this week of holidays, haven't completed my homework. Nor did I even bother to touch it.

I SWEAR IMMA DO IT TOMORROW. (I try to!)

Been playing blackshot with Jiawen recently.

Sleeping in around 3am in the morning and waking up at 11 to 1pm in the afternoon.

It became a habit though.

Off to play with Jiawen!

Jahne!

Fly me to the moon, and let me play among the stars.

2010-06-23T18:24:00.002+08:00

It's official.

Are you dumb, dumber, or dumbest?

; Injustice reflexes.

Awe-struck.

2010-06-22T22:47:00.002+08:00

Bought 3 new hats at Changi Airport.

I love my new fedora :x

; So crazy is this thing we call love.

The awful sun dreads down the heat.

2010-06-21T11:07:00.002+08:00

The warm colors fill the skies.

I turn to look in your eyes filled with sunsetting colors.

I look up again, the sky feels very warm, welcoming.

Filled with cheerfulness, I looked back at you and said, "What a wonderful day it is. Ain't it?"

You just stood there, and smiled.

We both looked up the sky and enjoyed the sunset.

Droplets of rain dances through the streets.

Light shining on the rain, makes the rain sparkle just like a shining star.

We ran for shelter. Drenched and cold.

But looking up at the twinkling rain, feels as if it is very lovely.

If you've read the short story and you've felt some warmth,

tell me.

I'll be glad to hear the answer.

; To make somebody happy, you have to be happy yourself first.

In order to make anybody happy.

; You're the place my life begins.

And you'll be where it ends.

I'm flying without wings.

Love story.

2010-06-20T15:18:00.002+08:00

Each love story has its own ending.

Be it happy or sad, good or bad. Sunshine or rain, good moments lasts.

Hope for the best, and prepare for the worst.

; I look through the moments. Tears might shed, but my will is firm.

I still carry them through, in order not to make any mistakes again in the future to come.

Till then, make my memory a good one.

Blah blah blah.

2010-06-19T14:48:00.000+08:00

At Jiawen's house now.
Going out soon LOL

Money, money, oh money.

2010-06-19T00:47:00.003+08:00

Went to Jurong Point with Jiawen.

Spent total like almost a 100 bucks buying just 2 outerwear and 1 hat.

Cloth vest costs like $19.50.

Biker jacket costs around $27 bucks.

Straw fedora for $10 bucks.

Ate at Aijisen for like $18.

$8 at Zone-X.

If I buy shoes plus accessories it will all total up till 100 ++++++.

I. Am. Hell of a broke.

Tomorrow going to Bugis to shop with Jiawen again.

Get new shirt. HEHEHE.

AND SHOES.

LOL!

Faster buy everything before sales stops.

Don't wanna buy everything at full price.

Too costly.

I wanna buy another vest again.

Maybe stopping by at Bishan again.

I hope.

LOL

I shouldn't.

2010-06-17T16:50:00.002+08:00

There are times that I rely too much.

Moments that aren't shared enough.

The memories that left me, scattered and shattered into unknown pieces.

Fate which I once knew, was not there anymore.

It completely changed. Onto something different. All hopes went down to the drain.

Always, a reason to change.

Never, a being to forbid from.

Sweet, as the addictive ecstasy.

Bewildering, experiences that took me away.

Leaving, that look on those eyes.

Still, this feeling is sacred to me.

; I choose to walk on a complexed road, rather than taking the easy one who gets everything they want so easily.

Boo.

2010-06-16T16:45:00.001+08:00

Didn't go out today though. Was supposed to go meet Jade and Berry at cube.

But nobody pei me go.

So I'm lazy to go and I'm rotting at home ): .

I want that blazer oh-so-much.

Need a wee bit more money.

; Oyasumi nasai.

Out again!

2010-06-16T13:39:00.002+08:00

Bought vest and a pair of shoes.

I love my vest please LOL.

Getting a blazer soon.

1/2 price.

Cheap like hell.

Going out later.

Ciaos.

; We told you so. You just wouldn't listen.

Cheer up Bryan!

Would you rather be a widow or a divorcee?

2010-06-15T14:22:00.002+08:00

Going out today, again.

Watched Karate Kid with Yanglin yesterday at Junction8.

During the whole movie, she was commenting a lot and a lot.

Epic LOL!

Went for dinner after that.

Met Jiawen, slacked around.

Joked around, played around, talked about.

; This ain't a scene, It's an arms race.

Champagne for my real friends, real pain for my sham friends.

2010-06-14T14:15:00.002+08:00

Fall out boys, ftw!!!

I miss listening to their song.

Although their song title is very, well. Long.

Preparing to go out nowz.

Gonna go cut hair and buy a new pair of pants.

Watching movie with friends later.

; It's such a shame, such a shame.

LOOK HERE.

2010-06-13T22:41:00.002+08:00

STALKER MUCH?!!??!?!?!?!?!?!?!??!!?!?!?!?!?!?

LOOK HERE.

2010-06-13T22:41:00.000+08:00

STALKER MUCH?!!??!?!?!?!?!?!?!??!!?!?!?!?!?!?

Oh god this is killing me.

2010-06-13T11:11:00.002+08:00

I'm like so refreshed now?

Laughed endlessly.

; Just like the oceans, the waters are calm. Truth is, the tsunami may rise anytime.

Dad just won 4D like yesterday?

Gave me 50bucks.

Can buy stuff already. OHYEA!

In case you're wondering,

2010-06-13T00:06:00.005+08:00

Hah. Laugh out loud much.

As if I'm talking to you?

Puhlease.

Get over it. I'm done dealing with you and there you are commenting and making it appear on "News Feed" at Facebook.

As if you've the guts to cut your short like some male hair, I'd say you have balls.

Sacrifice long hair, once in awhile.

Go fish.

I don't wish to snot around being all snotty-ish to people. Be my guest you are kind of one too.

Have fun being snotty.

P/s. The world still does not only revolves around you.

{Edit}

Pointless to get worked up by these people anyway.

What's the use?

Don't have to mess around with you.

Its as if I'm wasting my time.

Have fun mocking, for nothing. ^-^

Play with fire and you might just get burnt.

Happy birthday Mummy.

2010-06-12T11:56:00.003+08:00

; Harsh words, cold lies. What do you expect more than grief?

Although I've been bumming about lately,

been watching a lot of shows using my computer.

Ate up a lot of electricity.

Anime:

K-ON!

K-ON! Season 2

Kaichou Wa Maid Sama!

Katekyo Hitman Reborn

Kiss X Sis

Bleach

Special A

Japanese Drama:
Gokusen 2

Korean Drama:

You're beautiful

Accumulated time: More than enough hours to spend outside spending $1000 over.

; The day I thought I'd never get through, I got over you.

Lately the trend of taking pictures is to look down and flash their fake eyelashes.

So instead of taking pictures of your face, you took pictures of your eyelashes.

I kid you not, I don't get it.

Why for take pictures of only your eyelashes on your face while you can take pictures of only the eyelashes not on your face since you envy the long lashes.

Color them, looks nicer than only just black.

Its plain already, sheesh.

Maybe something like this.

I don't know? Be creative.

Since a lot of people have fake eyelashes why not make them spectacular instead of those boring and common ones? Stand out from the crowd yo!

Unless you don't have the guts then whatever.

I've been thinking to make my eyeliner thick again.

Cut my hair short and make me look like some JRocker again though.

But my long sideburns ):

Still re-considering.

Don't know if I should dye my hair or not.

Only 2 weeks.

Maybe no.

I'll be watching more anime then.

Since I'm still bored.

Maybe I'll play Rakion when I have totally nothing to watch.

Bye.

; You took a hammer to these walls, drive the memories down the halls.

In the city was a sinner.

2010-06-11T11:34:00.002+08:00

; Baptized in the river, on my own.

Tomorrow's mummy's birthday.

Have to ask from my dad or my bro to lend me money to buy her present.

Oh well.

Pray to god that our side is all right.

2010-06-10T13:23:00.003+08:00

Meeting Kamilia and Jiawen later at Causeway.

; "We die to live ; We live to die"

; Running through the monsoon, beyond the world till the end of time when the rain won't hurt.

Fighting the storm, into the blue. When I lose myself I think of you. Together we'll be running somewhere new, through the monsoon.

Tell me how you gonna breathe without me?

2010-06-09T14:40:00.002+08:00

; So how do you expect me to live alone with just me?

Cause my world revolves around you.

It's so hard for me to breathe.

If I could rewind, back to the time.

2010-06-08T10:34:00.001+08:00

Giving myself a personal mani.

Getting my nails, black again!

Baibai. :D

Replay, replay replay.

2010-06-07T13:19:00.005+08:00

Replay, replay, replay.

; My heart yells in the face of inevitable goodbye.

; Everything I wanted, I was blind and I couldn't see.

The weight on my shoulders.

2010-06-06T23:25:00.003+08:00

; The weight on my shoulders have just been lifted. I feel very content right now.

Spent the whole afternoon going out.

Went to Woodlands station and almost went into the ticketing station but I got caught in a survey and this 2 girls walked right up to me and asked me while I was listening to my earpiece, "Are you Singaporean?"

Me: "Uhh ya? -Nods head-"

1st girl: "Ohhhhh okay. You look so cute!"

Me: "Uhh thanks. -Confused-"

1st girl: "Your contacts are very nice!"

Me: "Thanks ?_? -Airhead-"

Girl: "Ok we're here to do a survey, if you would just follow us. -walks-"

Me: -Thinking- "This is gonna take up a lot of time."

For some reason, she kept saying that I'm very cute.

Anyway the survey is about health.

Being healthy yada yada yada.

Intro me some nutrition thingy and ask me to buy.

Deposited 5 bucks so that I could actually walk away from the horror.

But I'll reconsider.

HEHE.

Went to meet Gabe.

Apologized and had a random chat with him.

Apparently the weight on my shoulders have been lifted and I feel comfortable, again.

Although there's still something that bugs me, but I shouldn't interfere much.

Went to find Yanglin at TPY.

She and her manicure.

Then went to Dhoby to meet Sebas and Pangpang.

Played arcade awhile.

I kept playing bishi bashi.

Now my thumb's nerve is numb.

Went to Cineplex and bought tickets to the movie Marmaduke.

Waited for Jiawen to arrive, but we went in first, cause the movie already started.

Watch halfway Jiawen reached, so I went outside and fetched Jiawen in.

After movie, went back to virtualand and played bishi bashi again.

Went home after that.

So now here I am, having this long post.

Without any pictures or anything.

Truth is, I'm lazy to upload pictures.

So to conclude, most of my posts were short and paragraph-y when I'm in the mood to type.

Hehe.

I'll upload.

Soon.

But enjoy the scenery here.

I took it outside my window.

If I could see the future, and how this plays out.

2010-06-05T11:30:00.002+08:00

; After going through this, it's easier to see the reason why.

Please don't crash and burn.
You're making things harder for me to actually see you go.

; In time, we'll find this was no surprise.

The world embraces which no one knows.

2010-06-04T13:52:00.002+08:00

Daughtry - No surprise

(And I hope.. and I hope..)
I've practiced this for hours, gone round and round
And now I think that I've got it all down
And as I'm singing louder, I love how it sounds
'Cause I'm not taking the easy way out
Not wrappin' this in ribbons
Shouldn't have to give a reason why

It's no surprise.. I won't be here tomorrow
I can't believe that I stayed til today
Yeah you and I will be a tough act to follow
But I know in time we'll find this was no surprise

It came out like a river, once I let it out
When I thought that I wouldn't know how
Held onto it forever.. just pushing it down
It felt so good to let go of it now
Not wrapping this in ribbons
Shouldn't have to give a reason why

It's no surprise.. I won't be here tomorrow
I can't believe that I stayed til today
There's nothing here in this heart left to borrow
There's nothing here in this soul left to save
Don't be surprised when we hate this tomorrow
God knows we tried to find an easier way
Yeah you and I will be a tough act to follow
But I know in time we'll find this was no surprise

The kiss goodnight, it comes with me
Both wright and wrong, our memories
The whispering before we sleep,
Just one more thing that you can't keep

Our favorite place we used to go
The warm embrace that no one knows
The lovin' look that's left your eyes
That's why this comes as no..
as no surprise

If I could see the future and how this plays out
I bet it's better than where we are now
But after going through this
It's easier to see the reason why

It's no surprise.. I won't be here tomorrow
I can't believe that I stayed til today
(Stayed til today)
Yeah you and I will be a tough act to follow
But I know in time we'll find this was no surprise
Our favorite place we used to go
The warm embrace that no one knows
The lovin' look that's left your eyes
But I know in time we'll find this was no surprise
(And I hope.. and I hope.. and I hope.. and I hope.. and I hope..)

The smell and sight of bloodshed excites me.

Have fun, have loads of fun.

2010-06-03T14:44:00.002+08:00

Choose somebody which spent lesser time with you rather than somebody which spent longer time with you.

Hahahaha.

Have loads of fun.

What a wise decision.

Don't need to bother much already.

I can sleep in peace.

No more only 4 hours of sleep.

Now I can sleep longer, I hope.

Tell me goodbye.

2010-06-02T18:38:00.000+08:00

Let the pain fade away.

With the lips of an angel.

2010-06-01T13:22:00.003+08:00

Its really good to hear your voice saying my name, it sounds so sweet.

Coming from the lips of an angel, hearing those words it makes me weak.

And I, never wanna say goodbye.

But boy you make it hard to be faithful, with the lips of an angel.

Cheer up TAN JIAWEN.

I'll be there for you, even through the harsh times.

Now I see that you need me, I'll lend you a shoulder to lean on.

; "When you look me in the eyes, and tell me that you love me."

Thought so huh.

Step away.

2010-05-31T14:35:00.001+08:00

Don't really wish to care much.

Only just this.

; "Step away from the devil and you'll not be hurt."

I just can't stop.

2010-05-30T16:09:00.002+08:00

Under your spell, I can't break.

I just can't stop.

And I just can't pull myself away, there's no way to escape.

I just can't stop.

Longing.

2010-05-29T08:19:00.001+08:00

For a purpose, a resolve.

- Can't you feel my heart's calling out for you?

Music makes you lose control.

2010-05-28T09:54:00.001+08:00

Ever wonder why you tap to the beat on the music by your feet?

They made you do so.

So step up, and let's go clubbing.

Start of holidays. Whoopie.

2010-05-27T13:13:00.002+08:00

I've got like,

English - 5

Chinese - U

Maths - U

Science (Physics + Chemistry) - 5

Humanities (Geography + Social studies) - 2

Design & Technology - 5

Total - 315.3/600

Percentage - 52.6%

Class position - 16/38

Level position - 53/141

Gotta push more on English, Science, Humanities, D&T and try to at least pass maths.

Ohgod.

Holidays of studying.

gg.

Malicious

2010-05-26T16:39:00.001+08:00

; "Don't leave me out here dancing alone.

You can't make up your mind, mind, mind, mind, mind.

Please don't waste my time, time, time, time, time.

I'm not tryin' to rewind, wind, wind, wind, wind.

I wish our hearts could come together as one."

Lame, lame, lame, lame, lame!

2010-05-25T19:22:00.002+08:00

It's lame!

Where're the contents?

Where're the actions?

I see none!

Evil bastards.

You are more welcome to get prone, and woo-wee, you're gonna get screwed.

Hardstyle.

Are you really that prone?

2010-05-24T22:18:00.002+08:00

Ha-ha-ha.
Are you really this prone to stuff like that?
Fyi, the world does not only revolves around you.
It also revolves around everybody.
Don't try to think that the world only belongs to you and only you.
It belongs to everyone in the society and anybody which lives in this society.
You guessed that the reasons for my statements are to you and just to only you?
What happens if it's not?
What happens if it involves the whole world instead of only you?
As an individual? You?
I'd laugh my ass off.
Like hello?
Reality check?
I've reasons to what I do and I know what I'm doing.
You?
Just barge in and say things that don't even connect.
Not even click.
Ultimate misjudgement.
How petty.
If I'd given a chance to rule the world, I'd wipe out the petty population of underjudgementers/mentors. I'd really laugh.

Pretty much to say, don't misjudge me.
It ain't fun for you, but it's a hell of a wild ride for me.
Trust me,
this ain't gonna be pretty.

Prescribe that the days of your life were over.

2010-05-24T08:56:00.000+08:00

Profuond lies that describes that your life is over.

; "Incabable of thinking so."

Mama, oh mama.

2010-05-23T21:02:00.001+08:00

You're so sweet as ecstasy.

Pictorial

2010-05-23T12:03:00.000+08:00

The anti-social riot machine.

The aspects of living my life.

2010-05-22T09:54:00.002+08:00

Vivivadavoom.

Crucify my sorrow, expulsion rises.

Fragile, broken wings.

2010-05-21T07:34:00.002+08:00

First off,

Happy 15th birthday to Jiawen and happy 16th to Jaslyn!

{ I still don't know what to get for Jiawen. HAHAHA }

Secondly, I didn't went to school today. - Cause I'm real tired.

Thirdly, begin to wonder about. (What to do?????)

Lastly, Imma go draw some shitty drawing right now. LOL.

It was unintentional, really.

2010-05-20T16:44:00.004+08:00

Didn't mean to hurt you in anyway, but I did.
Didn't want to say something wrong, but I did.
Wouldn't want anything to go wrong, but I did.
Wouldn't want tears to fall, but it did.

; "I shed tears not of joy, but of sorrow and pain."

I wouldn't want to have it any other way.

; "If only I've the guts to say."

That I fell in love with you.

Its raining, its pouring.

The prospects of my life so far.

2010-05-19T16:32:00.003+08:00

I turn around, saw my reflection in the water.
Then my thoughts came about, ; "Who I am, hates who I've been."

I walk around in the crowd, let nobody I can call to save me.
As the music plays, ; "My shadow's the only one that walks beside me."

I searched the area, screaming.
The only echo I hear, ; "Help me."

Then when I closed my eyes.
The only image I see, ; "You."

The best birthday so far.

2010-05-18T21:46:00.003+08:00

Jena, Eileen and Jiahao bought the necklace for me.

Love bought this watch for me. It's effin chio cause it's in orange.

So far over 40 people wished me happy birthday.
That is like x4 of how many people wished me in my living age.
It's like a record.
I'm like so hyper and I'm over the moon now.

AND OWH-MY-GAWD, I'M LIKE SO HAPPY RIGHT NOW.

AND FINALLY.
SAY GOODBYE TO 15,

AND HELL-OH TO NC 16.

Mine, just mine.

2010-05-17T21:25:00.002+08:00

I'll have you know that ; "You'd always be mine."

Look only at me.

2010-05-16T18:36:00.001+08:00

; "You're the love of my life"

Seconds, to fall.

2010-05-16T01:32:00.001+08:00

Went out with love and Jiawen.
Lazy to elaborate much.
Overall it was real fun.

My drug

2010-05-15T08:22:00.002+08:00

The words lies in that picture, love.

Forbidden

2010-05-14T10:39:00.000+08:00

That's the beginning of the new chapter.

Gift, of the goddess.

2010-05-13T21:48:00.001+08:00

It isn't anything out of the ordinary.
Not something really very extraordinary.
Just something special.

Photoshop frenzy.

2010-05-12T21:24:00.002+08:00

Been doing some photoshop lately.
Was bored.
So I used screenshots.
Apparently some are quite nice.

Okay, going to eat pancakes in the early morning tomorrow.
I've been setting eyes on pancakes for very long and I'm finally beginning to eat hotcakes on mac's tomorrow.
Going to cube to shoot some zombies then head home.
Finally Friday's the last paper.
Say goodbye to Mid-years and oh-hello to prelims and "N" Levels.
Woo boy.

Polorize

2010-05-11T16:41:00.001+08:00

Epic.

Went somewhere far and shout back?
Hahaha. No balls. Oh wait. You don't have balls.
No boobs at least.
Want to show off? Go extend your boob size please.
Pathetic losers.

Fall for you

2010-05-10T19:31:00.003+08:00

Maybe its tonight is the night that I would fall for you, over again don't make me change my mind. I won't leave to see another day. I swear it's true.

Hypnotise

2010-05-09T19:02:00.000+08:00

Deep down, you knew.

Listen

2010-05-08T08:31:00.000+08:00

Yada yada yada

Occasionally.

2010-05-07T19:00:00.001+08:00

Our hearts come together as one.

It's no surprise

2010-05-06T18:25:00.001+08:00

You take my breath away

Oh my love.

2010-05-05T22:34:00.001+08:00

I'm like so trying to fold a 100 paper cranes :x
Though it actually should be a thousand, but what the heck. I've shortage of papers anyway.
So just take 1000 divided by 10 that's all. Shortcut! :x

I miss you

Creativity

2010-05-04T17:11:00.001+08:00

I want white skin.

Happy birthday to -PACMAN (f)(f)(f)

You're my love, oh my love.

Calm envy.

2010-05-03T07:43:00.002+08:00

Going out later.

The GazettE - Calm Envy

Urishikiru ame no ne ni shizumi sou na
Sono yakusoku wa dare no yume de dare no tame no yume darou

[I want to see all of you] [I want to love all of you.]
Douka shiteru ne

Tsunagu te to gyaku no te ni wa itsumo shiranai kaori ga shiteru
[I want to see all of you] [I want to love all of you.]
Iki wa chan to dekiteru no ni kuzure sou ni naru

Kotoba yori mo fukaku aishite kure nara
Me no mae ni iru anata dake wo shinjite ikeru
Fui ni miseta kako ni fureru tabi ni moroku
Uzumetsukusenai kuuhaku ni namida ukabe

Yasuragi ni amaete te mo tonari no anata ga watashi no naka kara togire sou ni naru

[I want to see all of you] [I want to love all of you]
Kotae wa emi ni obore
[You don't love, the everyday shadow when it was lost]
Kakikesenai hodo kakaeteru

Anata ni nageta kotoba mo aishite kureru nara
Me no mae ni iru anata dake wo shinjite ikeru
Fui ni miseta kako ni fureru tabi ni itamu
Watashi no inai kuuhaku made aishitai
Kizukarenai you ni namida wa nuguu kara
Kono ijou watashi no mae de warawanaide

"Sayonara" wo kakusu futari ja naku
"Sayonara" ni naku futari de itai
Omoikaesu yori wasurete hoshii
Soshite watashi wo kuuhaku ni oite
Mou sugita hibi wo ottarishinaide

Mou kore ijou oite ikanaide
"Semete..."
Sayonara wo nigiri nemuru watashi no
Honokana netsu wo tabako no you ni keshite

Kaeranai hibi wo aishita hito yo

(Translation)

I seem to sink into the sound of the falling rain.
This promise is whose dream, who is this dream for?

I want to see all of you. I want to love all of you.
It's this way, isn't it?

When our hands are clutched together,
There is this unknown scent coming from the opposite one.
Although I can breathe normally, I seem to crumble eventually.
If you could love me deeper than just those words
I could believe only you standing before me.
In the suddenly showing past, the times we would touch,
Could not fill the fragile emptiness, floating on those tears.

Although I find comfort in this peace,
You, who are beside me, are breaking from my inside.

I want to see all of you. I want to love all of you.
The answer is drowning in a smile.
You don't love the everyday shadow, when it was lost.
We carry those bounds that I can't let disappear.

Even though I threw those words at you, if you could love me
I could believe only you, standing before me.
The suddenly shown past, hurts every time you touch me
I want to love you to my inner emptiness.
Because I won't let you notice how I wipe my tears
There is nothing else to laugh about in front of me.

It's not the two of us, concealing this means the [good bye]
How I wish it to be us together crying at this [farewell]
More than thinking back about it, I would like you to forget
And put me in this empty space.
Don't chase those long passed days.

Don't leave anything more than what's already left.
[At least…]
I hold onto this good bye, as I fall asleep
And the faint heat vanishes like tobacco.

The days that won't return, the person I loved

Love, you mean a lot.

If we ever meet again.

2010-05-02T09:48:00.000+08:00

I'll never be the same, if we ever meet again.

Shattered limits.

2010-05-01T23:35:00.000+08:00

You don't know how much people are meant to me.

Sunset eyes

2010-04-30T15:15:00.002+08:00

Look in to the sunsets in the eyes.

Time limit

2010-04-29T19:02:00.000+08:00

For who you are, that's what makes it special to me.

Kicking in the gut.

2010-04-28T16:10:00.000+08:00

The sweetest melody could be found.

Made a crazy obsession.

Crisis.

2010-04-27T17:34:00.001+08:00

If you'd knew I was the one trying to protect you, you'd realize how much effort I've given but eventually failed.

Deceptions.

2010-04-26T22:47:00.002+08:00

Whatever I do, also don't believe.
Do my homework already, then play game.
Say I'm faking to do my homework.
Whatever.
Since you don't trust me, why trust me at all while you don't.
It hurts to see my own family not trusting me.

Dream a broken dream.

2010-04-26T16:39:00.002+08:00

What's insanity, without being insane?

I have a fetish for neon orange colors. Wonder why? I don't know too,

Sarcasm

2010-04-25T10:11:00.003+08:00

Went to cube, played comp.
Then Gabe came and well, played with me.
Valentines asked me for lunch.
So I went with Val to Dhoby Exchange and ate lunch with him.
Apparently he really likes to shoot me ._.
So anyway, went back and played comp till like 6.
And Gabe kept wearing my hairband ):
Don't want give me back ): ): ):
Then we went to carefour to buy something.
Went to mini bits to buy hairband.
Went to MRT to Bugis.
Find dan.
Went walking around the Bugis area.
Bought my new pouch.
Walked around again to illuma.
Waited for Jiawen.
Jiawen came, went to find Desmond.
Went to food court to eat.
Then went to Virtualand.
Played there then went home.

I can't explain how happy or depressed I was.

Your wish is my command.

2010-04-23T18:27:00.002+08:00

I turned around in circles.
Walked right up to the busy crowd.
Trying to figure a way out.
And when I was about to give up hope,
I saw you, helping me to get free from the lost sea.

Overreacting? Don't think so.

2010-04-22T18:57:00.002+08:00

Analyze the situation.

Silent cries during the night.
Eerie voices stretching out for you.
You were running, far into the dark woods.
You brushed past twigs and branches that cut your skin deeply.
You're still running.
Running from that horror which wants to devour your soul.
Slowly, you fell and hit on a tree trunk.
Which leads you into a concussion.

Moments later, you woke up in the middle of nowhere but of a mirror facing you.
You brushed your hair, and looked into the mirror and you gasped towards the mirror.
One of your eye has been poked by a twig, your nose fell off, mouth tearing open apart, half of your teeth is lost.
As if your face is massacred by a chainsaw.
As droplets of blood being run down as you are tearing, you lost that moment of faith, hope, pride, as well as your dignity.

You turn around, looking for a way out.
Suddenly, a person points towards to you.
And said.
"That's what you get, you're worthless retribution."
She laughed, and slowly her laughter became torture to your ears.
That sharp and eerie laughter.
She slowly disappeared from your sight.
You were dazed, and stranded.
Still tearing, and dripping,
Your flesh turned into food for the hungry animals.

All ripped apart, and eaten alive.

Step by step

2010-04-21T19:56:00.002+08:00

Fuck you. Think you're mature enough?
Pathetic.
Get a life.
So what if you're older.
Doesn't mean that you can say whatever you want right?
So what if nobody appreciates your care?
You don't have to say it in future lives right?
Think about yours then.
Since you want to think of growing up so fast, then die sooner.

Lucious

2010-04-20T17:06:00.002+08:00

Blah blah blah.

You got me going crazy.

Gagaga

2010-04-19T21:11:00.001+08:00

I'm getting more and more random recently.
Gagagagagaga.

Sweet, sweet revenge.

2010-04-18T12:18:00.000+08:00

Your sweet sacrifice my love.

Shawty's love is like a pyramid.

2010-04-16T20:33:00.001+08:00

Wishing every moment froze.

Spastic

2010-04-15T17:49:00.001+08:00

Sports day, to Causeway to home.

Can't take a joke?
Can't take the heat, then get out of the oven.

Fly with me

2010-04-14T19:50:00.001+08:00

Fly with me, and we'll make a great escape.

Itchy throat.

2010-04-13T14:36:00.001+08:00

Hi. I'm in school.
Ok bye. I'm bored in school.

Question: Are you calm when you lose your phone?

If you are, I am SERIOUSLY NOT.

Please don't stop the music running away from this club

2010-04-12T17:55:00.001+08:00

Hi.
I'm still having a dreadful cough.
Bye.